Today I am...

Watching a mouse die a slow and, very likely, terrible death in my kitchen trash can Cuddling a little boy in soft fleece jammies who does not feel well Waiting till Dave comes home so I can take little Noe in to the doctor Clearing my calendar for the next few days due to sick Noe Hoping that I am not up every.single.hour with Noe like I have been the last two nights Craving comfort food Wondering how much more can possibly go wrong with the van we have only had for a week and a half Crying alot, learning alot, grieving alot due to some personal disappointments Feeling an uncharacteristic peace in the face of hurts. Out of character for me, not so for God. It is He in me which gives me the peace and strength Growing up Missing my out of state family Feeling comforted by the apple spice and hazelnut candles that I am burning So proud of my K for how hard he works at every little thing Looking at the paper up on my fridge which K wrote his name on all by himself for the first time this morning. Tired Laughing at the mistake I made for supper last night when I put left over waffle batter over my chicken, potatoes, and stuffing instead of the leftover gravy. It was so gross. I almost puked when I realized what I had done. I told Dave the gravy he had made did not keep very well over night in the fridge. He said his was fine. Wondering how long I will keep my gall bladder in light of the large gall stone I have and the horrible way I have felt at night Really proud of Dave Praying for this family Drinking alot of coffee (is that bad for the gall bladder?) :) **Edited with update - just googled it and found out coffee is GOOD for reducing gall stones!! Pouring another cup. Comfortable and warm